Felt tired and shit all day

Dad and Christopher visited today. Livened me up a bit. 

Afternoon though was a bit rough in a vague way. Took a 10mg endone and now I am feeling much better. Not sure what was wrong though. Oh well, whatever works to perk me up. At least it gave me an appetite. 

An old friend, Shorty, is popping in this evening. 

Food

Had some solid food for the first time in a few weeks. Have been having sustagen and up&go until now. Hard eating when you haven’t got any saliva. 

Gotta do this so I can get out. 

Eyes

I have had this for a few months now. A little bit annoying. Checked by the ophthalmologist and all OK. 

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Floater

My long distance eye sight is really bad at the moment too. I can read really well close up but long distance as in 5m is shot. Further out it is shocking, people’s faces are a smudge a lot if the time. 

A reasonable nights sleep

First one for weeks. 

A bit jittery this morning though. Skin feels a bit dry and sore from this damn air conditioning.

Time for mid morning snack, newspaper and a quick snooze. 

Endone/oxycodone 

Man, took too much endone. 15mg and I was off me trolley. Rather pleasant really. Wouldn’t do it again though.

I had a bad stomach pain. So first of all I had 5mg tablet. Didn’t do anything. So then took a 10mg an hour and a half later. Nothing much happened for about 1.5 hours but then I went all vague.

I was wacked for 3 or 4 hours.